need a massage

letih

kopak

confuse

*relax


tiap tiap weekend kena drive 250-300km

aku nak rehat

weekend untuk rehat

okay.

kerja.

aku risau.

project.

meeting.

interview.

ohh.


xpe,aku try.

kayuh pelan pelan

dayung selow selow

hehe.


heart.


i want you.

i need you.

me?

empty.

seeya!

aku tahu kau orang "ada ada"

saya
ye, saya seorang lelaki biasa,
dari keluarga biasa,
x berada, just nice.

nak cakap besar pon, aku rasa x layak.
xpernah layak. sebab aku x terfikir ayat-ayat macam ni :

"aku dulu pakai BMW m3, lepas tu aku jual je, sebab x best"

"makcik aku owner hard rock cafe"

"aku dengan bos kau kawan baik , kitorang main golf sama, dia tu aku sekeh-sekeh je"

"kampung gila kau"

"taknak aku duduk rumah macam kau,selekeh, miskinlah, eeyueww"



.tapi selalu aku dengar ayat-ayat macam ni.
sekali memang kagum. tapi bila ayat sama jaja hari-hari,
boleh mual.

ye aku faham,
keluarga kau besar. bapak kau something,
kakak kau kawin dengan adik sultan (wow)

aku faham.
aku bukan budak umur 3 tahun yang kena pesan banyak kali
untuk kencing dalam tandas...

hmm. tapi itulah.

manusia.

kalau aku,
aku susah nak pakai orang dalam untuk capai sesuatu.
biar aku kat bawah tapi usaha sendiri.

kita ada tangan , kita boleh suap nasi sendiri,
kita ada kaki, kita boleh lompat sendiri,

kalau semua datang percuma,
apa guna usaha?

akhir kata, aku tak suka orang guna kabel,
sedara mara untuk capai sesuatu.

takde pride sungguh.
lagi-lagi orang yang belagak dengan, kerabat
pakcik makcik, bonda, ayah, abang abang

okay.
kau menang lagi.

:)
big plastic smile for you
yeay!


p/s: second half 2010 ni pnya weekend paling busy. i need a vacation.

modern reality

dalam kesibukan bandaraya kuala lumpur yang sesak dengan manusia. sibuk. hmm. realiti sekarang. sakit mata nak pandang.

dari kanak² dah mula tanam azam. besar nanti aku nak jadi mat rempit.

kecil je. tinggi paras pinggang aku,

dah berkepit dengan rempit wannabe,

berseluar jeans ketat, cermin mata besar,

rambut bewarna dengan ekor yang menjengkelkan,

huh, aku besar² tu nak lepak² pon x brani. gila lah.

x cukup dengan tu. sedang jalan sekitar bukit bintang, bandaraya maju stylo indah dengan bangunan hipokrasi.

pengemis terbaring lemah, mengensot,
heret badan dengan berbekal tin untuk menagih simpati dan malu.

tak faham. ini bukan kemahuan mereka ni. macam mana boleh si kudung mengheret diri kekiri kanan dan malam menjelang ,

semua hilang. it's obvious, yang ini kerja manusia lain. jadikan si cacat ni hamba, kuli macai, pekerja . sedihnya lihat. kalau sekadar lihat pasti x rasa. tapi cube renung. fikir sekejap pon jadilah.

ape rasanya bile di aniaya macam tu skali.

malu.

malu sangat. mereka nak jugak hidup macam manusia.

ada anak keluarga cucu cicit. ade maruah juga. kenapa kita manusia tergamak.

jadi?
hal ini lebih penting. lebih penting dari sebuah keluarga.

lebih penting dari segala masalah negara. benda ni, kalau tak di bendung,

sampai bila pon pasti terus . pasti makin ramai.

mungkin satu hari, kita boleh jumpa kawan² kita yang terheret sana sini meminta simpati. mmm. manusia kejam. semua musnah.

bagi ape pon musnah. malu aku sebagai manusia.

sedih Adam sebagai bapa.

peri mampus kau manusia.

smiling :)

kalau orang tanya apa last request saya sebelum saya pergi, saya hanya ada satu.

tiada yang lebih menarik dari hari pengebumian yang dihadiri kawan-kawan yang disayangi, sanak saudara yang dikasihi dan kekasih hati comel yang dicintai.

mulut jahat saya ni pun , sampai masa nanti perlu berhenti mengata. saya tak pasti , tapi mungkin ramai yang terasa.

sekarang mari kita cuba bahagiakan seramai manusia yang kita mampu. saya tak ingat bila, tapi saya pernah dengar tentang teori senyum.

smile and the world will smile back at you. teori ini adalah seperti teori MLM yang tiada bermodalkan apa-apa.

cuba senyum pada seorang stranger jika terserempak tepi jalan, pasti dia senyum . jadi di situ sudah ada dua senyum, dan bila semua orang lakukan perkara yang sama, pasti semua orang akan senyum.bayangkan 4juta manusia senyum, lagi 4juta akan senyum balik. dan bila 20juta senyum, 20juta lagi akan senyum balik. dan semakin bertambah, tambah , dan tambah.

jadi keluar dari rumah nanti, senyum. buatkan senyum adalah setting default muka bila bertembung dengan sesiapa.

ini adalah lebih baik dari derma ikhlas cek besar untuk masuk dalam TV dan suratkhabar.
KAN?

Kau menang!

untuk tinggi,
untuk disegani,
untuk dipandang mulia,
untuk nampak berjaya,
untuk dilihat rare,
untuk dilihat lain dari yang lain,
untuk dilihat berpendirian, konon,
untuk dilihat berpengaruh,

apa yang anda perlu buat ialah
jatuhkan atau pijak rakan anda
atau sesiapa yang anda rasa pencabar atau lebih dari anda.

Busuk hati.

Aku dah terkena.

Celaka.


p/s:ohh ya, utk world cup kali ni aku xda post apa apa, anyway congrat espana! :)

n00b phtography

I learned the basics of photography by trial and error and reading websites.

If you are a complete beginner and want to learn, my advice would be not to go to Malaysian websites.

Malaysian forums generally have an uppity attitude, I discovered.



A lot of people are scared you will be doing what they are doing, I suppose, and 'spoil the market' with your n00b rates.

I mean, they charge RM20,000 for company profiles - maybe more. Around RM6,000 for weddings.

And there's also the Malaysian disease of trying to laugh you out of existence.
If you can't stand being wrong, don't go.

My advice - go to the international forums.
They have more tolerance for n00bs. And they share A LOT of information. Just ask.

Then, when you have enough arrogance, but not enough knowledge,
go to local forums and compete at who's the bigger idiot.
If you want to.

However, if you're a gearhead, simply go to local forums to know where the best prices are
(Singapore, Pertama Complex, etc).
And also to network for second-hand gear.

What I've discovered is that, the FIRST thing you need to know about photography are the capabilities and limitations of your camera. This goes with a bit of know-how on the basics of technique and shit.

Then, train for composition. Composition is the most important part of it. Not how expensive your gear is.

It's not the camera. It's the man behind the camera.

I am no expert. Not a pro.

I have a Nikon DSLR. Why?
Because unlike Canon, Nikon ONLY MANUFACTURES cameras and top-of-the-range optics.
If you want to buy a printer, buy Canon.

Well, at least that's what my friend says and he's been taking photos since I was five.

Israel: A Coward Country

The world has become blind.

Obama can do nothing because he is just nothing except Israel's new toy!

Worse is, we,muslim countries only can watch & see..

The first step is just as simple as to be united! Stop being their dog!!

Isreal is not the only country blocking Supply to Gaza. Egypt is doing the same.

And if i'm not mistaken, When a group of them sent supplies via Trucks, Our Malaysians were inprisoned as well. They had trouble. No doubt no loss of life but i have to Ask WHY? You never highlighted this.

Why would an Islamic country deny Help to a fellow Muslim at their Doorstep?

It is because Egypt denies entry that they had to go by Boat.

So now they go by boat. They are attacked. 12 people Die. Israelis' say they were attacked,

The boat people say otherwise. Those who support Palestine will say Israel is at fault, those who support Israel will say they need to investigate the matter.

Reminds me of an incident where Some Authorities shot at some teenagers, Claimed they were attacked, there was a weapon initially but then no Weapon found at the scene,

The victims foot was on the Accelerator and yet they claimed he tried to reverse into them. One innocent life was lost. Has Justice been served in that incident? Was there a war we didn't know about?

I believe if our commandos can bring them back home safely, they're our real heroes.

The ones who are being rescued also heroes, heroes of humanity. Even if the mission fails, it will leave the good psychology effect on the citizens that Malaysian government will not abandon its citizens even in a flying bullets situation.

Otherwise, if there's no effort to save them, we as Malaysian will abandon the current government.

I understand there will be many diplomatic issues, liability problems will entangle along the process, but we have to act fast.

The more we wait, the more dangers await them. This is not an act to declare a war on Israel, it's just to save them from death; just like the doctors did to patients on the deathbed, same as we did to people who are almost die due to fire, drown and etc.

Secondly, we sent our Navy to escort our tankers off the coast of Somalia; Gulf Eden, but why not these peace missions be escorted by our own navy ships?

I strongly recommended that the next peace missions to Gaza should be escorted by joined naval forces either they're from Royal Malaysian Navy, United Nations or other countries who support such a mission all the way from the designated port to Gaza and back to homeland.

I believe the escort mission carried out by these joined naval forces could stop the Israeli Navy and Air Force from intercept the ships which are full of foods, clean waters, medicines, blankets, clothes and etc.

I believe such a large fleet could protect all hands on board these ships. Such action could shows to the world especially to those Israeli punks how serious we are to carried out the duty of humanity to support the Palestinians.

Viva Palestina!