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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Ucapan dan kenangan


Teringat aku masa sekolah rendah dulu, bila pikir pikir balek rasa nak terguling guling gelak pun ada. Tu tak masuk lagi cerita anak anak load kat St Francis Institution dulu, haisy.

Pernah juga cikgu berucap guna hailer macam ketua demonstrasi. Cuma tak ada lilit kepala dengan trak FRU saja.

Tapi sekarang dah canggih. Dengan mikrofon satu kampong dengar. Nyanyi lagu pun ada iringan muzik. Entah-entah ada TV macam karaoke.

Benda ni jadi bape belas tahun dulu dah, tak berapa ingat lah. Tapi yang aku ingat hari Isnin, ada perhimpunan mingguan.Cikgu tgah berucap kat depan.

“Jumaat ni kita sambut Maulidur rasul. Hari kelahiran rasul besar junjungan kita; nabi Muhaaaa???” tanya cikgu itu tak habis soalan.

“Madddddd,” dengar pula suara budak-budak ramai menjawab.

“Ya. Muhammad S.A.W. Salah satu cara kita mengingati junjungan besar Muhammad S.A.W ialah dengan berselaaaa?” cikgu tu tanya macam tu lagi.

“Watttttt” jawaban pun sama juga. Sekerat.

“Siapa dekat sini tahu selawat?” cikgu tu tanya.

Semua diam.

Biasalah kalau zaman aku dulu semuanya mengecut dekat perhimpunan. Malu bila suruh ke depan. Luruh rasa muka.. Kadang-kadang benda memang tak tahu.

“Hah, Din Beramboi (bukan nama sebenar), mari sini. Cuba selawat sikit,” cikgu itu mempelawa.

Din Beramboi ni mungkin sudah agak besar dan nampak menyakinkan. Kalau tak, tak mungkin cikgu tu panggil untuk berselawat. Bukan macam zaman sekarang; Astro ada, Internet ada, Radio TV mewah, Aznil pun galak. Budak belum bercerai susu dah masuk TV terhiling-hiling.

“Hah, cuba selawat,” kata cikgu itu lagi. Terdengar bunyi mikrofon ‘kruk krak kruk krak’ diambil alih Din Beramboi agaknya.

“Lailahaillolloh, lailahaillolloh, lailahaillolloh..” kedengran Din Beramboi berselawat dengan kuat dan laju tak henti-henti.



Selamat menyambut Maulidur Rasul.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

you and me

she

I have tried my best for us comeback like once

but all is not as im expected

i miss every pieces of you

now i understand that you are soo PRECIOUS to me

I wished to god it would be ok but I guess life doesn't go that way.

A pain that's impossible to describe.

A loss I wish I never had to feel.

Everytime I see your face it tears me up inside to think
your life is at it's end.

Everytime I see your face it tears me up inside to think
that your dying inside.


me

Monday, February 15, 2010

Takdir

Alhamdulillah.

17 November 2009-First Injury

REST

15 February 2010-Second Injury


Ermm.

Great.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

el sentimiento y la esperanza

Triumph in the face of adversity.

Never in my life have I faced a bleaker present.

I will remember who my friends are, and who tried to shaft me.

I do believe that in the end, there will be balance.

The Wheel of Fortune continues to spin.

And when it stops, may God have mercy on your souls. For I am not sure whether I will.

You know, one of these days, I am going to write my memoirs.

My life story.

Not because I think I am important or that it would be terribly interesting, but simply because I think it will, at times, keep me amused.

Ah well.

Am going to go see if I can treat some lawyers to lunch. They have been terribly helpful in helping me find my way around.

Cheers!

Freedom? Truth? Beauty? Love?

You embody none of it.

I am a believer of freedom and the truth is one of my many tools.

In fact, I am the sittar that can tell no lies.

The fool. The trickster. Who, in a twist, only uses the truth?

I shall make it work.

p/s: actually,i've no idea what i'm talking about

Monday, February 1, 2010

You're gone..


oh hiba
memang waktu ini kau lah teman ku
memang hidup

apa apa pun ajal yang kau tempuh

memang Tuhan sayang kan mu
ku tatap gamba wajah mu

harus ku terus kan hidup
walaupun perit tanpa mu

tetap ku peluk erat memori kau dan aku
harus ku teruskan hidup
walaupun perit tanpa mu

ku doakan agar kau sentiasa bahagia di sana..

AMIN..